So there was another police investigation in the subway today. What the hell. Is this gonna be a regular thing? 'Cuz it's really getting in the way of my psycho internal timeliness. I was still on time for everything today - but didn't get there when I had planned to!
I only had three castings today, and a million different songs in my head.
I like to sing really loud when the trains come because no one can hear me. I think.
And then I laugh at myself & hope no one is watching. Life should always be like this.
I just finished being the Devil.
It was for a magazine in London - a Tarot card story. One of the guys there brought his Tarot cards. He did a spread for me when I was done on set. I liked what the cards had to say - mostly. To be honest, the reading told me things I already feel are happening. That made me like it even better.

my hair, after i took out one horn running into the doorway...
apres shoot merci beaucoup
I left the apartment extra early this morning, giving myself over an hour and a half to get to my job. I'm lucky I did, because the train got held up about a half an hour underground (freaky) because of a police investigation at my stop. Go figure...the one stop I need to get to is blocked off. Time for an impromptu re-route off the top of my head. Lesson: Do not rely on your planned route - or a picture of a map you took with your i-pod. Make sure you take a photo of the whole area and every station close by so you can find a new way to where you gotta go in case of a dilemna. Write it down too, cuz technology likes to malfunction when you need it most. Lucky for me I was only 3 minutes late and everyone else had the same problem.
Phew.
Maybe it happened cuz I was channeling the Devil....trying to get ready for the role of a lifetime ;)
Just wrapped up a little editorial with a couple other lovely ladies for Elle Girl magazine in Korea.
We went all over, but got to shoot one look at Times Square on the big red stairs. Lots of tourists! We also posed in a subway station and outside with some New York Firefighters. It certainly gained a lot of attention. How New York!
Pretty fun, laid back day. The sun even came out for us a little.
Hello Korea!
Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.
-Anais Nin
Yesterday I had a casting for Bullet Magazine. They were filming each girl and asked us to dance...while about 20 other models watched. They said to be as wild as we want. I watched about 9 girls before me and they all looked pretty uncomfortable. I felt weird about it too...
It was my turn and I danced up a storm. I don't know what came over me...maybe it was the coffee I had just consumed and I needed an outlet to spew all my caffeinated quirks and nervous energy. All of a sudden I was like F it and I busted moves I didn't even know I had in me. I just stopped caring. In a good way. I wish I could have that video tape.
The casting crew looked refreshed, but maybe I mistook their faces for total shock and utter horror. Yet to be determined.
Yesterday morning
At the shoot Jan 7th